living a guide to a life worth losing

Everyone has a story.  Everyone has a past.  We just need to listen.

“Growing up in foster care is like having all the innate childhood enchantment stripped from you.  It is being punished because adults could not love you enough.  It is being eleven and scared.  It is the first night you’re removed from your home and meagerly clicking your heels three times, whispering “I wish I was home”.  This too-optimistic endeavor is not enough to disengage you from the spell that ripped you from the siblings you’d spent your childhood raising.  You never get them back.  Growing up in foster care is rejecting any idea of God because you cannot fathom how this oh-so-powerful entity could watch you crush up crayons in your own spit and feed it to your siblings, convincing them that it tastes just like mac and cheese and not intervene.”

Rage Against the Minivan: What I want you to know about growing up in foster care and subsequently aging out

7 thoughts on “living a guide to a life worth losing

  1. I can so relate to this and felt every emotion
    I was another failed child to the foster care system but now I have children of my own and I have never allowed this to happen to my children even in the toughest of times…I am now on the road to starting my own autobiography which is difficult to start but I need to free myself from all this inner hurt
    Well done to you

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    • Thank you for stopping to share your thoughts. I’ve heard some powerful speakers who came out of the foster care system and used their experiences to make a difference. Good luck on your book!


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