In typical Monday fashion yesterday’s post was all about me, me, me. My kids. Our life. Their experience at last year’s middle school.
But today I’d like to talk about your kids.
I shared yesterday’s post on Facebook with this comment [slightly modified here]:
I’ve met everything from concern to shock when we told people why we were pulling the kids out of school. People have been genuinely distressed by what T-man and Bear experienced, and their hope that my kids love the new school is heartfelt.
But every single person (with two notable exceptions) has shared a common thread in their responses: shock. disbelief. a nearly universal “I can’t believe that’s still happening” comment. Along with either “I went there and it was fine, but that was a long time ago” or “I’m so sorry that happened, ___ (my kid) is doing fine there.”
There’s something you need to know. Every single one of those people is white. Their kids are white. Every.single.one. No black parent would be shocked to hear these things are still happening, they’re living it every day. White people live in a bubble that allows us to think MLK and the civil rights movement fixed our country — it did not. The current political climate is poking at that bubble, we’re starting to see the leaks, but only if we look.
We have to look.
See, here’s the thing – if you think your kid’s doing fine because they’re not personally getting called the N word at school, they’re not actually doing fine. Not really. Things worth talking about are sinking into their psyche.
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When your white kid hears a peer call somebody the N word:
The more this happens, the more normalized this language becomes. It’s “just something kids say” and “the white kids even call other white kids that.”
Your kid’s faced with a choice: speak up and deal with the fallout among their peers, or let it slide because that’s just how things are. It’s a lose/lose for middle school.
Subliminal level: it isn’t hate speech, this is just something that happens to people of color.
When your white kid sees minimal adult response to students using the N word:
Handled without even notifying the administration? Not a big deal.
Addressed as “inappropriate” instead of hate speech? Not a big deal.
Infraction or ISS? Not a big deal.
Subliminal level: offenses against people of color are not a big deal, if they’re even recognized as offenses at all.
When your white kid sees black kids disproportionately disciplined or sent to the office:
Statistics show black boys are three times as likely to be suspended as white boys while black girls are six times as likely to be suspended as white girls.
Subliminal level: people of color can’t be trusted. People of color break the rules. People of color break the law.
When your white kid sees very few black kids in their gifted classes:
People get to know each other when they spend time together, and for kids that means school. How are black and white kids supposed to know one another as individuals without significant interactions?
The fact that minority children are less likely to be identified as gifted is another subject entirely.
Subliminal level: people who look like me belong in the room. White people are smarter than people of color.
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So yes, you can look at our decision and say we made a choice to do what was best for our kids. Emotionally, physically, psychologically – T-man and Bear are in a healthier place.
But don’t fall into the trap of thinking your white child is unaffected by their environment. They’re bombarded with explicit and subliminal messaging all day long. Start talking about the hard stuff so they can become allies for their classmates.
Thank you for writing this. Thank you for being a wise and courageous mom and writer.
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What a lovely thing to say. Thank you, JoAnna.
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You are most welcome and deserving.
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I don’t doubt it one bit. I’ve just chatted to my young uns. They attend an extremely liberal public school and they are aware of the issues you wrote about. Generated quite a family chat.
I do still think it’s better. It’s not good enough, but it’s better.
Sure glad you champion your babies, Laura. Sure am glad. ❤
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Thank you, Joey. I love hearing about family chats. We need more of those all the way around, I think. 💛
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Here, it’s hate speech and immediate expulsion.
Yes, it’s good to have these chats.
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*round of applause* and a couple yells of “Amen!” while reading this post
Thank you for your voice. You are officially invited to the cook-out lol
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Oh my gosh, WHAT?? Cook-out invites rank at the highest compliment level so this one made my day. Thanks for reading, Laketra!
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To really attain equality and justice in our society, we need to start seeing people as human beings, regardless of color or ethnicity. I know this is trite, but I believe it’s true. We are stupid in so many ways, selfish in so many ways, so preoccupied and self-interested in so many ways – even when we had leadership in this country that should have been a bigger influence on the way we see each other. We need to become more open-minded, but I fear we are becoming more close-minded.
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This is the approach I took for years but I no longer believe it’s possible for people in America to see beyond race. We’ve been immersed in a white dominant culture for so long that we don’t really understand the underlying prejudice we carry with us and it affects people of color every day. I don’t think they’ll have a chance at fairness until we start unpacking how the fabric of society itself stacks the cards against them.
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I do not disagree with you at all. The way things are going, I think our slide downwards will continue for awhile – until something very drastic happens that will determine where we go from there, if we go at all.
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These unfortunate attitudes start with parents. They are carried to school, where they are allowed to flourish. In my experience working with various committees in our school system, I’d say that there are three groups of parents. 1) The ones who share and promote the hate. 2) The ones who don’t like it but won’t make “trouble” and encourage their children not to make “trouble,” and 3) The ones who know it’s wrong, make sure their kids know it’s wrong and encourage their children to speak up. I’m sure you can draw that pie chart better than I could.
Wow – this might be the most depressing comment I’ve ever written. I wouldn’t blame you if you deleted it.
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I hear you. Some days the drag really pulls me downward. I need more of those parents in group 2 to start making noise — strength in numbers.
I agree, parents/family members are a huge part of the problem. I’ve also been doing some studying on cultural influences, things I honestly never paid attention to before. Latest example: how the media portrayed Chris Watts (murdered pregnant wife and daughters https://www.cnn.com/2018/08/21/us/colorado-chris-watts-court/index.html) versus Melvin Harris III (beat man to death for attempting to rape his daughter http://www.foxnews.com/us/2018/08/15/arizona-father-beats-kills-man-who-followed-his-daughter-into-bathroom-stall-police-say.html). Mainly that pretty family photos are used in the first case, a grim mug shot in the second.
As always, thanks for your thoughtful comments, Dan.
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The media is complicit, as are many cultural institutions. In theory, we’ve been at this for over 50 years, but the progress is questionable. We need a generation to stand up and say “this ends with us.” I thought we were getting close, but I think we’ve stepped back some recently.
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Very true.
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