1. It’s no secret I rolled into the weekend kinda blech. Nothing made sense, or maybe it was just that I couldn’t make sense of my current situation. Either way it was a whole lot of blech-y blechness going on.
2. Sometimes that means hunkering down. Sometimes a good long nap and gobs of ice cream will knock out the fog. Unfortunately this wasn’t that sort of haze – this one would take a serious kick in the pants to clear out.
3. Which is how I found myself heading to the woods on Saturday. Getting into nature almost always does the trick.
4. Often just driving away from my house and toward the nature is enough to kickstart my butt which is what made Saturday extra weird. It’s not often I find myself cranky on the way to the country yet there I was, a super crabby pants who had no business being around other people. This was particularly unfortunate for the person trapped in the car with me but so it goes.
5. So that’s it, right? We park the car, I tumble out into the nature, and poof! Everything’s right side up again. Except that’s not how it worked this time.
6. I tumbled out – still cranky. I walked around – still cranky. I listened to the birds and looked at the blue, blue sky – still freaking cranky. Not good.
7. We were there all afternoon and I gotta say, sometime around hour four I started to worry I wouldn’t get my mojo back before heading home. I honestly believed I’d lose my crap if I had to deal with ticks and mosquitos and dogs trying to roll in stinky wild animal poo without any sort of psychic payoff. It wasn’t looking good.
8. That’s when I turned with the dogs and walked off into the woods.
9. I walked until I couldn’t hear people anymore. I walked under tree cover then into sunlight again. I walked until the sharp fresh smell of pine swelled up and around me like a blanket.
10. I walked straight into the nature until it swallowed me whole. Some combination of the woods cocoon and watching the dogs frolic finally – finally – lifted me right out of my funk. Nature for the win once again.
Damn. Is Mercury in retrograde or some other kinda new age-y stuff going on? I wasn’t crabby this weekend, but I was BLAH (to the nth power). Nothing was interesting, I couldn’t get ‘comfortable’, nothing appealed as to nibbles or liquid refreshment. It was ENNUI with a capital “E”. I’m so glad you got some pine-y goodness, some refreshment of soul and found your mojo out there in the wild! Scary times.
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They surely have been. There might be something to your new age-y stuff theory because I’ve talked with several other people who were icky off over the weekend. Here’s hoping we’ve kicked off a new stage.
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Nice to get a hug from mom nature. Glad it worked.
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Thanks, John. It was a really nice pick me up.
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Nature always helps me – unless it’s being really crabby and snowing – but the thing that settles my soul most quickly is the ocean. I had a day a week or so ago where I had to have a cup of chamomile tea and ask Alexa to play ocean sounds to get me out of my funk. I’m glad you found some peace.
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Ooh, the ocean. I miss the ocean, I sure do. Thanks for passing along the Alexa idea. I’ll be trying that one this week.
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I’m glad you found your mojo and you way back 🙂
These are trying times, to be sure.
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Thanks, Dan. I’ll take the wins where I can find them right now.
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And you came back ! Excellent choices ! Is Monday morning too soon for Margaritas ? !
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Monday is absolutely not too soon for margaritas. 🙂
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That’s really good. Sometimes it needs a show of intent on our part for the blues to leave us alone. I find that time alone with nature does work for me.
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You’re absolutely right, I wasn’t getting anywhere until I made the intentional choice to step away and really breathe.
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This good. Hope the feeling last all week.
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Living in the burbs amongst thousands of others I have just my backyard as my sanctuary. Your area looks like a wonderful escape.
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I’ve been working with my backyard for a while now but I was in a serious funk. This is my in-law’s land about 20 miles from here. So lovely.
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Beautiful photos. I so miss the woods. Either the woods, the beach or mountains always do it for me. So hope you go regularly now.
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Thank you. I hope I do, too.
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