1. I’m restarting the 40 things #57 post because at least fifteen items last week were me b*tching about WordPress crashing. Bygones.
2. A friend shared this fantastic egg salad recipe with me.
3. I made it Monday despite the fact it would be a hard no for two of my peeps and a distinct unlikelihood for the third.
4. I finally decided I’m worthy of food I love even when no one else craves it — that led to a week of fabulous lunches for little old me.
5. But even delicious egg salad gets tiresome so I’ll probably cut that recipe in half next time.
6. Last week Bear and I were at a counterprotest. For what? So glad you asked.
7. Locals organized a gathering at the foot of the Graham Confederate monument to celebrate the 160th anniversary of North Carolina’s secession. Because of course they are.
8. Several local racial justice groups organized efforts to represent the opposite narrative: a time of hate and suppression isn’t worth celebrating. That seemed like a better use of our time.
9. The local sheriff has started cracking down on peaceful protestors by — wait for it — arresting them. I’ll reemphasize the peaceful part there.
10. Last week four people who peacefully protested Andrew Brown’s killing went before a judge. The white people left after charges were dropped. The Black man left with a misdemeanor he’ll carry from here on out.
11. Each of those people were at the same protest, doing the exact same thing, but the judge decided only one deserved to have it on their record. There is no justice in this system.
12. Anyway, there were two counterprotest sites last week: one at Wyatt Outlaw Park, a space directly overlooking the Confederate monument and historic courthouse, and the other at city hall. We chose to go to city hall as it was a safe(r) space.
13. I should be able to say it’s a safe space. Apparently that area is one where people are free to exercise their first amendment rights without applying for a permit. I shouldn’t have had to worry whether standing on a sidewalk supporting BLM would land me in jail, but I did.
14. We wanted to join the others across from the monument but I’m an activist and a realist and a parent. I just didn’t have it in me to risk tear gas or detainment last week.
15. Safer space or not, I talked with Bear about what to do if I’m picked up by the police. Process that for a minute: I’m telling my fifteen-year-old daughter who to stand with in the crowd in case shouting Black Lives Matter is deemed riotous by the police.
16. If our local sheriff wasn’t enough of an issue North Carolina’s pushed a bill into the state senate allowing for protestors to be charged with felonies under certain circumstances.
17. Let’s talk definitions. “A riot is a public disturbance involving an assemblage of three or more persons which by disorderly and violent conduct, or the imminent threat of disorderly and violent conduct, results in injury or damage to persons or property or creates a clear and present danger of injury or damage to persons or property.” [emphasis added]¹
18. Three or more persons? So my daughter and I can stand on a corner and protest white supremacy but if a friend joins us then we meet the quorum?
19. It’s hard to argue violent conduct should be permitted in the streets. Shoot, ten years ago I wouldn’t have even tried. Then I went to a protest last Halloween.
20. I’m betting most of you remember the 10/31/20 March to the Polls event in Graham.
21. I wrote about being there here and here. I learned a lot that day.
22. I learned a swarm of S.W.A.T. outfitted police had no problem pepper spraying a crowd including the elderly and families with children.
23. I learned they’d hover menacingly at a March to the Polls event where organizers dared to speak on equal rights as others stood on the sidewalk to listen.
24. I learned I’d never trust their take on what constitutes an imminent threat of disorderly and violent conduct or clear and present danger.
25. We are still fighting the good fight but lo, some days I’m tired.
26. Sometimes I aim for white-to-white people education on twitter and whoa boy, we are a sensitive lot.
27. Here’s what hit my radar yesterday.
28. What in the actual HELL? I don’t care who you are, you do not touch other people without their permission. Even children. Even beautiful Black girls with fabulous braids. JUST NO.
29. Gianna did what she could in this particular situation: she leaned her head forward to try to break contact and then, as young people do, showed her feelings all over her face.
30. This little girl telling her mama “she touched my hair” says it all. Another white woman taking liberties where she shouldn’t.
31. I caught this video on a retweet through Black twitter and y’all, when I say they were furious…I could feel the heat rolling off my phone.
32. Sometimes when I come across these I’ll meander through the comments. This community is tired; white people need to start doing the heavy lifting when folks go astray.
33. I read through this one:
34. It had a whole lot going on in the comments. One white lady leaned in with “It shouldn’t matter what color you are…people are just curious…I think it’s more admiration…She’s a grandma & that’s nicely done hair.”
35. Side note: speaking as someone who’s seen what kind of work goes into that nicely done hair that’s one more reason you absolutely should not be running your hands over it. Damn.
36. We approached her with nobody should touch a child and the problematic history of whites acting like they have all access passes to Black bodies. We emphasized that she could have used words to compliment those beautiful braids instead of invading the child’s space.
37. We tried, but in the end this lady threw down with “now I’ll be afraid to touch anyone or even speak to them, particularly a Black person or child, I had no idea this is how you see me for being white.”
38. When you go to this woman’s account there’s no bio but her timeline practically screams left-leaning. She wants the January 6 commission, shares responsible covid posts…I’d bet my front teeth she considers herself an ally. And there’s the problem.
39. If you utter the phrase “I had no idea this is how you see me for being white” in 2021 you are REALLY not paying attention. That’s master level blind spot right there.
40. I chip away at it, though. Maybe some of our responses will stick with her. Maybe next month one will float back to the surface and she’ll hear it a different way. Maybe we can change the world one heart at a time.
1 – You can read House Bill 805 in its entirety here.
Keep fighting Laura. There is always hope. There are many good ones like you. One thevworkd can change.
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Thank you. Sometimes the venting clears my brain so I can keep my eyes on the ultimate goal.
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Yes, yes, and more yes.
And, yes, dear white people, look but, don’t touch without permission. This is not hard and an unwillingness to comply tells me all I need to know. Seriously, this is why folks have difficultly learning about CONSENT. It’s not about being overly sensitive, it’s about respecting bodily autonomy, even moreso when black and brown bodies are treated as common property. The notion that this child was being overly sensitive because this woman touched her without consent during a press conference during which she’s already being used as a prop…Eff that. Just keep your hands to yourself and we’ll be cool, but apparently there is still this belief of inherent access to our bodies (now under the guise of admiration) such that being told no is upsetting.
Watching white supremacy is action is mind boggling. Keep fighting the good fight friend.
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Mind boggling truly is the word. I get how it can be complicated helping someone understand white supremacy in environmental impacts or wealth accumulation or housing, but touch? How do people NOT understand that we do not touch other people without permission?? And that being small doesn’t mean you forfeit that personal space. FOR PETE’S SAKE.
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I am behind you all the way. Keep your darn hands to yourself.
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Right?!? How hard is that to get??
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Some have more “privilege’s” built in to their crazy heads.
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Indeed.
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Maybe. Maybe. I need a bottle of faith in humanity, because mine is pretty much gone.
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Some days are like that, Carol. 💛
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I hesitate to comment. I’m sure it will be misunderstood. Some of your post reflects something that’s occurred in America, particularly in the last two decades though. Why is it okay to be offended by everything? I agree fully that unsolicited touching of anyone else is not something anyone should do. But geez. A wee drop of common sense people. It was HAIR, the woman (as unsavory a rep as she has and even though I do NOT admire her at all) touched the girl’s hair. If she was obsessively stroking the girl’s hair (I didn’t see the video and I won’t watch it), then that’s one thing. If she merely touched the girl’s hair briefly, oh my goodness. WHO CARES??! Yeah, I know. I probably missed the point. Shutting up now.
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I’m always glad to read your comments, Melanie, but yes you missed the point. Since I’m white I can’t understand deep down the base offense of feeling like white people feel entitled to touch them but I can sympathize. I do, however, deeply understand the Black hair thing. That little girl would have sat for *hours* having those braids painstakingly put in for such an important day and did not want them mussed by a stranger.
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Laura, as an older white man, I have noted that I can pretty much go anywhere I want without repercussions. A black man or woman dressed in his or her Sunday best, do not have such privilege. When stopped by an officer of the law, I do not fear that my life in danger, but a black man or woman does not have that luxury and must not raise an eyebrow or move a muscle.
Tamir Rice, a twelve year old black boy in Cleveland was killed with seconds of an officer showing up and mistaking a toy gun for a real one. Around this same time, a 65 year old Detroit white man who had mental health issues was talked out of holding a rifle over a 60 minute conversation.
Sandra Bland, a black woman was in Texas for a job interview when she was stopped by a patrolman. As the famous author Malcolm Gladwell noted in his book “Talking to Strangers,” the officer had numerous chances NOT to escalate the confrontation, but blew passed them. Bland was arrested and she killed herself in the jail due to being without her medications and being fearful.
And, just this week, a white North Carolina state legislator will not serve jail time for embezzling money from his campaign to pay for his family expenses because he was contrite. A contrite white man escapes accountability, while a black boy is killed in two seconds and black woman is thrown into jail for a traffic violation. The white man stole from his funders, his friends, but it is OK because he is contrite.
Keith
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So true. I wish more people were able to objectively look at differences in the world.
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Keep up the good work Laura. Bravo
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Thanks, Sadje.
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You’re welcome
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