I’m infamously terrible at sticking to that saying you can’t pour from an empty cup. Admitting my cup is empty and I need space to fill it up requires asking for — wait for it now — help. I’m not proud of how hard that is for me. There’s independent and then there’s stubborn enough to drive myself into the ground before calling in reinforcements.
Case in point: the other week I posted about not cooking distracted because I’d managed to set a plate down on a burner that was still hot. One of my knuckles pressed against the burner and pain shot through me, a giant red bloom that clouded my vision and sent me running to the sink.
Here’s the stubborn part. The fettuccine sauce was at a critical point so I quickly ran my fingers under cool water, wrapped them in a damp paper towel, and HEADED BACK TO THE STOVETOP. It took about half a second to realize there was no way I could hold the strainer with my injured hand to dump those noodles into the skillet so I called Bear and asked her to transfer them for me. This alone was a hurdle for me but when Bear asked what else she could do I just blinked at her. My very wise child said:
Mom. Ask for help.
This week, for a variety of reasons, my cup was bone dry so I took Bear’s advice and asked for help. My family really stepped up to make this happen. I’m a lucky girl indeed.
It’s not easy. But sometimes we just have to accept that we are only human, we have our limits. We all need to lean on each other. Hugs to you Laura. Together we can do this.
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Thank you, that’s a very kind thing to say. I’ve reentered my real life so now I just need to hold onto the zen I regained this week. 🙂
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My spouse once called me a coyote regarding asking for help. I wondered what she meant, and she said I would rather chew off my arm than ask for help. She was right. I still don’t, so I understand.
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What an apt description! I truly have to be on my very last leg before I’ll give in. 😂
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Well I admire that.😊
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Asking for help is not easy but essential sometimes. You are lucky indeed. Hugs
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Thanks, Sadje. I definitely remembered that this week.
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You’re welcome
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